Reflection

"But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you" (Luke 6:27-28)

Freedom of speech

Believe it or not, there's no such thing like freedom of speech anymore. At least not here. I hate it when people interfere in whatever I do, be it in my work and life. To hell with it! I dunno why some people are so nosy as they want to know every detail in my life (to the extent of counting my wedding anniversary despite the fact that YOU ARE NOT MY BESTIE and I barely know you. In other words, you're a complete stranger). So, why don't you just get a life or find a boyfriend to keep you company so that you won't feel so lonely or get a hobby or just do whatever you want. Let me live my life withour your constant intervention. Sometimes, I prefer to keep everything to myself. I received some hurtful messages sent by those whom I thought as friends but I'm wrong. They are not friends, they are enemies in disguise. Well, my religion teach me to forgive others and I keep the verse in bible intact in my heart. My daily prayers keep me sane.

"But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you" (Luke 6:27-28)

The greatest lesson I've learnt is to never trust people again, especially those whom I only know for few months and years. I have my own friends whom I really treasure as I knew them since childhood and teenage years. These friends are the one whom I really trust. Experience taught me to be strong and I don't care about whatever you want to say. It shows that you are exercising your own freedom of speech. Likewise, I did the same thing. For sure, I'm not a hypocrite like some of you who tend to be so kind but deep inside you are rotten. These two-faces brat are good for nothing. They are worse than animals.

Just let me write whatever I want here. If there's anyone out there wishes to print this piece of writing then be my guest. Print it out and please publish it in any magazine or newspaper. At least, I could be famous if my post is to be published in any magazines or newspaper. Better still, publish a book with my name on it.

Well, to those who wants to leave a comment here, don't be an anonymous. Remember, being an anonymous is a sign of cowardice. As if you exist in the world out of wedlock with no surname attach to your name. Pathetic,isn't it?

ANONYMOUS

Being an anonymous is a sign of cowardice, and I ain't no anonymous.

Hibernating mode

I don't have much time to blog now as I'm way tooo occupied with my dissertation and the endless piles of work in the office keep coming my way. I really need a break! Yes, gimme a break. Santa, please help me!

Well, the dissertation submission is approaching as well as the exam. So, I would be away from blogosphere for quite sometimes. I miss blogging and ditto the writing but time is really THE issue now. I hardly had time for everything. I look like SHIT..haha.But then again, I have a wedding invitation on 28 November which I'm gonna attend and it's also my first wedding anniversary, too. So, hubby and I will attend our friend's wedding in the morning and will be having our anniversary dinner at night. Well, after all the hard works and sleepless nights I deserve a nice evening, an exquisite dinner and karaoke-ing, maybe?

I might be away from blogosphere (due to major hecticness and will only get to enjoy my holidays on a week before christmas. So, there'll be ample time for me to shop for gifts) and the posts could be sporadically updated.

Can't wait for christmas....Jingle bell, jingle bell...jingle all the way....

Okay, peeps....eat well, sleep well and live well.

The Finale...

Of all the sleepless night and the anxiety attack in the midst of attending lectures and getting the assignments done I've now came to the end of the two years of my masters pursuit. I'm happy though am still struggling in between the dissertation and works in the office. Anyway, looking at the bright side I can actually set my entire focus on my dissertation as the submission date is on 16 December. I'm in the midst of analysing the data so the post here could not be updated as frequent as possible. I have other obligations. But, Esther will resume writing as usual once everything is over.

I'm happy as I almost at the end of my masters pursuit but what am I gonna do once everything is over? I've been living in a routine of a part time student and a full time lecturer on daily basis for two years. I should be grateful that I'm almost done with my masters pursuit but there will be a sense of emptiness. Well, the future is yet to be seen so it's best for me to embrace the present, right?
I have many plans ahead of me and I'm thikning of doing my Phd. I wanna apply for scholarship when the time for Phd pursuit has finally come. I wish to study abroad for my Phd pursuit. Well, it's just a plan. Till then, see ya! Live well and eat well...